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| i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) | | |
| I am starting to get tired of going to the places and parties I love alone. I am tired of the friends I bring being awkward/lame/ standing away texting and not making an effort to enjoy themselves. I just wish I had good friends that liked the things I like.
I always remember the very first time I came to Athens. I came for a Built to Spill show ( a still favorite band of mine) when I was in high school. I remember going to the show and seeing girls dance in very strange wavering motions with their eyes closed, etc. I kinda chuckled and stared at them, then made some judgmental remark. Then, the person I came with said " I think that's just how they feel the music".
Right after that remark, I looked back at the girls and thought they were just beautiful. I wanted to be just like them.
I always, ALWAYS, think of that moment. Now, I kinda feel like I am like those girls. I dance around and feel the music I like. Only, I never have any good friends that want to join me. Not only do they not join me, but I feel as though they are staring at me and judging me and I start to dance a little less freely.
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| This weekend, I was constantly harassed by guys thrusting their nasty crotches at me. Which could seem fairly funny looking back at it, but really sucked at the time. I was constantly running away at these parties trying to hide behind my good guy friends, hoping these kids would get the idea. It was really gross. I wondered why I always found myself in these really weird situations, but I couldn't figure it out.
The other day at lunch, my friends Colin and Michael informed me that they had figured out why I have this extraordinary power to attract creepy guys. It turns out that I have a very innocent aura + am too nice and bubbly to weird people. Together, this forms a insatiable desire in these creepy guys to want to corrupt me.
Which, now that I look back at it, looks about right.
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1. I am DJ training and have been actually DJing for UGA's radio station ( WUOG 90.5) and I absolutely love it. It feels nice to take time for music and hang out with some freaking awesome people ( and some not so freaking awesome people).
2. Speaking of music, I highly recommend you listen to Animal Collective's new album " Merriweather Post Pavillion". I think it is perfection. Perfection.
3. I made my first "A" on an upper level class paper that I actually care about... and loved every moment of it. There are all these hipster philosophy kids who constantly make points to state how stupid I am. Well, I showed them that, in fact, I am not stupid. Actually, that I can do better than them. It was also nice to show myself that I can be "good" at something. boo yah.
4. A ring that Tara bought me broke during rock climbing tonight. That ring was beautiful and signified a great friendship. Then it broke. dang it.
5. I saw my friends play a show last night and their band was FANTASTIC!! They are pretty cool fools too.
6. Today, I picked out my room next to Kelsey for next year. :)
7. I just talked to an old high school friend I haven't seen/caught up with all semester. We talked for an hour and I just think he is really great.
8. I talk to this really awesome friend all the time about everything, and I have never met him.
9. Things are good right now.
10. I will never know what I want, or what is going on in my life. Right now though, I feel like I got a nice shove in a really great direction.
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